Pons_Aelius, hace 8 meses

Yes, it does. Keep at it.

But it is like the old joke.

"How many psychologists does it take to change a light bulb?"

"One, but the light bulb has to want to change"

And based on the OPs downvotes and reply to me, they are still not in a place where they want to change. I hope the reach it someday and find some peace.